Today is Sunday, tomorrow will be Monday again. Very soon i'll be done with exams and i'll be free. Freed from Poly. Not say that life in Poly's not fun but just that when it's time to leave, why not look forward to leaving. Well, it's also time to start asking for testimonials etc. I really really hope to get into a local uni. Like maybe NTU and NUS? Then get involved in hall activities blah blah blah.
In the meantime, who wants to hire me? I know of some but...
Saturday, January 30, 2010,11:54 AM
to you know who you are.
these are for you ! :)
ANSWER BELOW! :)
IM FULL OF LOVE FOR U!
:)
MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 22, 2010,9:28 PM
It has been very long since i last felt frustrated. I need a god damn taxi because my dear friend is so freaking sick and we were in the rain and those taxi just refused to stop! Okay and so i couldn't stand it and i gave them the middle finger. Be glad i wasn't free enough to take down your bloody taxi car plate number and made a bloody complain and make sure you lose your damn job.
Okay, i feel better after ranting.
Anyway, you, you know who you are, please take care of yourself. Take your medication and EAT something no matter what. I feel so helpless because all i can do is to just worry and stay by your side whenever i can. Honestly i would rather be the one suffering from all this though i'm bloody hell scared of puking.
Worse thing is, we both got to know that, i can't be there forever. Neither can you. Because this is where we came to.
DAmn whatever it is, i'm getting pissed with myself all over again.
Sunday, January 17, 2010,10:53 PM
And so i say, love is an illusion, not a feeling. Why? Because when you are out of love, people always say, put aside your feelings. Get involved in activities! Participate! You will forget easier. But do you really do forget easier? When we put aside our so called feelings, did we put away love? Did we not feel pain at all?
So love is an illusion. An illusion to joy and pain. An illusion that makes us not care about anything else in the world. An illusion that makes everything seems worthwhile. But when we push that illusion aside we are back into reality. Everything that was said and done, must be stopped, must be forgotten. For that should not and must not happen in reality. For that it is not allowed to.
How many people, how many couples can actually bring their love to reality? How many of them, feel that it's worthwhile to convince humans in reality that they are in love? How many of them, overcome barriers with only one thing they had, love?
Friday, January 08, 2010,10:27 PM
Major problem here, i am feeling so tired BUT i really do not feel like sleeping. I have this feeling that if i were to lie down in bed, i won't be able to fall asleep. I kind of miss sleeping beside you. And you ought to especially because you backed out yesterday.
That's not the end of the problem, what adds on to that sleeping issue is that i really feel like going out for supper, though i don't feel like eating neither do i want to drive alone nor have any idea where to go to.
It's probably just another phase of my life that i feel so...i do not know how to describe this feeling, it feels as if everything's gonna be fine, everything is fine but yet something is missing. There just ain't enough time and energy for everything.
I think i need a getaway badly. I need to go somewhere where i do not have to answer any calls, do any thinking except to just lay back and relax. Of course it'll be a bonus to have someone special around. Grins.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010,8:30 PM
You went in the art gallery.
You saw an amazingly stunning picture hung up at a portion of the wall that seemed so perfect.
Never did you know that it was just a picture perfect to cover up the ugly cracks on the wall.
maybe i've never exactly done anything at all. though i thought i did.
Saturday, January 02, 2010,1:29 PM
In a blink of an eye two major festive season had passed. And many many things had passed and now my last holidays is coming to an end. That means project datelines are coming up but i've not started on anything yet, well at least nothing significant at the moment.
Okay i just want to blog about this damn cool carpark that i've been to yesterday, it's a automated carpark or whatever you call it. So as usual you put your cashcard into the IU system a.k.a money eating machine in our car, you wait for the stupid machine to get detected and the barrier to lift up. But instead this barrier took hell long. So i clicked on the help button like nobody's business and it said, please wait for the lift to arrive.
I turned, looked at amanda and said, woah wait for the lift to arrive. So in no time the lift arrive and this lift is not catered for humans, it's for CARS. You know like those kind in tokyo drift movie. Carefully we got the car in the lift, get off the car, locked the car. Get out of that car lift and went to this machine and typed any 4 digit numbers. Then we're done. No reversing, no checking of side mirror, just driving the car into the lift. When you're done, wait for the lift to retrieve your car, get in the car, and drive off.
Cool huh, if only all carparks are like that! WOOHOOO.
