Alright many things had happened and passed, Basketball, SBM Day, Senior Citizen event blah blah blah. Other than SBM club, much things happened in school too, many lunch dates, stupid jokes, funny people and outside of school, lotsa meet ups and birthday celebrations.
Everything is good, just that i am still very laid back despite the fact that ICAs are approaching. I have a report due tomorrow but i'm still procrastinating. Most probably got to burn midnight oil tonight. Good luck to me. But i'm sure i'll be accompanied by many!
I am hungry again. $(*%$#(*%#$
But i am determined to keep to my 3 meals per day only and occasional chocolate threat, i've been feeling EXTREMELY FAT.
Okay, i am lazy to type oready.
You know sometimes i really hate to be the one who's uncontactable, the one who can only wait and wait and wait.
Saturday, November 21, 2009,5:00 PM
I am tired. Very tired. I haven't slept the whole night because of my gastric and tummy upset.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009,10:56 PM
Sometimes you wonder, what am i doing all this for? In fact, nothing is certain. All the more we shouldn't be questioning what our heart and mind tells us to do, but this is reality, things doesn't work that way.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009,9:21 AM
I'm in love with a watch. It costs a couple of hundreds! URGHHHHHHHHHH i want a new watch!!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009,12:39 PM
And so the week is coming to an end. Time waits for nobody! Basketball event is over, and next up is SBM DAY, how great i haven't written my speech i have to do so later! ARGGHHHHHHHHHH!
On a side note, you are returning in 15 days! WOOHOOOO! let's make suuuuuushiiiii together!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009,8:58 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009,7:45 PM
Like i've said, sometimes, letting go could be the best release and relief. You won't understand why. You showed that you care, but in the end you showed me what i should do.
I won't say i won't regret. But i know for now i can't be there. I can't be anywhere.
3:09 PM
How in the hell would anyone understand the shit that's going through my mind now?
I am committing a slow suicide.
Saturday, November 07, 2009,4:59 PM
Most of the time i have no idea what i am doing. The road in front seems so foggy. Tell me what brings the fog. Where am i heading to? I guess it's just another time of my life when i felt like nothing means anything at all. Telling myself okay after tonight i'll be back to normal each and time again but this weird feeling seems to linger forever.
I'm too mindful of what i'm doing that i got so tired i don't feel like doing anything anymore. I'm too affected by what people think of me that i got so tired i wish i'm invisible so they can't see and judge me. I'm so tired. Maybe i'll take another nap and when i wake up, i will be me again!
Tuesday, November 03, 2009,4:30 PM
Hello somebody commented that my blog seemed so emotional. Okay UN-emo-lize.
I wasn't feeling emotional, not like throughout the whole day or anything, because i still laugh and i enjoy companies and all. Just that even though a large part of me is happy, a smaller portion of me begs to differ. That's all.
YAWNS, and i really almost got into a freaking car rammed lorry accident, okay, time to start using earpiece again.
4:30 PM
I'm supposed to type out my log book entry because i haven't done so for three weeks but i just can't get myself moving. URGH! And i had only written down briefly what i have done and shit i don't know what to put in exactly.
Anyway IPP kind of like ended faster than expected, 10 weeks is indeed very fast! HA HA HA! Okay i said that i won't miss work, i don't miss work indeed but i miss the people there. The halloween party went on pretty well, quite a success i guess, food was enough, we managed to put up the haunted house as well. Blah blah blah. And we all went back the next day to clear things up.
School started already and it's a blast! Except for the tummy ache i've been suffering from everything's great! I don't even know what i'm typing here already i'm too sleepy.
