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Hello earthlings
It's been long since i last had an opening with hello earthlings. Urgh I'm so bored right now because I'm at work but i don't know what to do! And i'm still having a stomachache since morning, oh no, i do not want to shit. My stomach's is just being cranky probably because of what i had this morning or last night or whenever.
I don't know what to type now.
I guess nothing much has been happening so i don't know what to say here. Anyway i'm still left with 4 weeks and 4 more working days and probably 7 hours or so. Argh I can't wait for IPP to end like SERIOUSLY. It's not that I hate working, it's just, i don't want to see somebody. I'm not being mean but sorry I just can't stand some people. I know, it's not one's fault that one look sorry, because i don't look awesome either BUT ITS JUST YOUR FREAKING ATTITUDE AND ACTIONS. Oh god, i'm going to hell.
Monday bluessssssss, one advice to everyone out there, DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT take long naps on sunday afternoon. I took ages to fall asleep last night and somebody thought I'm rushing her. HMPH.
63 more days and i seriously cannot wait for your return before we try all the tasty treats and everything else! So many places to go, so much things to do, so much to say and so much misses for you. Things are most probably gonna get tough during your exams but I'm sure you'll make it through alright. Have faith! You know i'm always here for you. -Wink-
Thursday, September 17, 2009,11:20 AM
It's only 11.20am but i'm starving.
It's only morning but i want to sleep for another 8 hours more.
It's only Thursday and I can't wait for Saturday.
It's only September and I can't wait for December 1st.
We're only 2 hours apart but I can't catch up with your time.
We're only 4 hours away but I can't go there.
I'm so damn sleepy i felt like i'm dreaming now.
iloveyou,asusual.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009,11:53 AM
I've just changed my blogskin as motivated by Zhiyi. Anyway i have no idea why i can't save the HTML codes so I had to bother Matthew and Eugene to get the codes in Microsoft for me. Credits to them. =)
But anyway i'm at IPP and i'm going for lunch already. Later people.
oh, don't you know i love you?
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Thursday, September 10, 2009,10:15 AM
Dinner was great but too filling yesterday. And Matthew had to stuff himself with an extra chicken wing because the auntie said," Oh i thought you ordered 5." we both looked at each other and Matthew told the auntie okay nvm we'll take it. I packed back my share of wings because i could eat no more. But i still suffered from indigestion, with aftermath effect of what i'm still feeling in my stomach now. Argh.
Anyway today is thursday but i turned up in jeans. HAHA! I swear i keep feeling that today is Friday already!
Sometimes i think god created lies to teach you about the real meaning of disappointment, the real meaning of looking forward to something, the real meaning of life, perhaps, but more of the vicious cycle that goes round and round. And now i'm stuck in the cycle, not being able to get out and move on.
Monday, September 07, 2009,8:42 PM
Today is one of the most meaningful day during IPP. Okay not very but the morning passed rather fast, and being able to interact with more people makes time pass faster also. But i can't help but to feel stressful about things that i am facing. So many questions in me, so many doubts and so much misses.
I want to look at your face, touch your face and hug you so badly. And in situations like this i miss you even more. And it makes me feel worse because i know i cannot see you. I want time off IPP. i want to look for you, but i can't.
But i wonder how you feel now that things have changed so much...
All these just makes me want to curl up in my bed and cry. =( Why?
Sunday, September 06, 2009,3:50 PM
My desire grew each day but our distance remains. Luckily the waiting days decreases daily, one good thing that happens everyday.
I'm still feeling so sleepy after my short nap, my phone rang while i was sleeping and for a moment i was so happy to think that maybe you called but it turns out to be some unknown local number. AYE you spoilt my nap!
So why don't you give me a sign?
Saturday, September 05, 2009,9:51 PM
Nobody has any idea how badly i miss you. I brought you along in my heart and mind everywhere i go, think of you each time i spoke, but nobody has any idea at all.
Thursday, September 03, 2009,10:31 AM
I think God won't make me rich, because if he does that, i would be sure to screw many asses and buying over many companies and maybe the world would be a better place. But it's not meant to be. Maybe the world is supposed to be unfair.
Just like how lecturers can lie blindly to you. And how small fries can act sarcastically.
But fret not, you guys will be my GOD DAMN MOTIVATION. You just wait and see.
