im havin a terribe headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... ARRGH
Thursday, February 19, 2009,8:45 PM
sometimes god makes you meet a few wrong ones so that you will treasure the one who's right for you.
sometimes you hit a few rock bottom and then you realise the previous rock bottom wasn't the real rock bottom! wtf.
sometimes you thought you're successful and then you realise you are even more successful! (will this happen? at all?)
anyway, hello earthlings.
Giordano had been fine. things make a turn for the better ever since i returned to school after the training outside. i think my self consolation helps. afterall i decide whether i should be happy or not. put aside my grade, enjoy attachment. maybe i'll do even better this way. and having said that, im not gonna let you upset me with all those yer ayereyer way of talking.
15 more days to LTC. god damn 15 more days.and proposal not approved, logistics not bought. games not confirmed, facils not confirmed, helpers not confirmed. campers overload. and it seemed like only a few of us are fucking worried about the camp. shame on ourselves.. no initiative at all. not a single bit. honestly i feel like replacing some of the organising com with some of our fellow subcoms who are more keen in lending us a helping hand in this camp.
i am fucking pissed. if you guys are not interested in helping out, not interested in being in the exco. let us know. by all means we'll get ppl to cover up for you guys. whats the point in calling ourselves excos when we cant even fucking commit to the club. time and again i thought things would get better and since LTC is officially the last event that we are in charge of, everyone would be more enthusiastic in helping out. time and again i thought that things would get better and that theres no need for me to really TALK to you guys about what we fucking need to do as EXCOS but i think im fucking wrong. and seriously, how many of you really wanted to be part of the club thats why you joined the club? if it's only all about fun, then you are wrong. if it's only because you want to be in a CCA, then you are wrong. if you need to be in a CCA, go join SU.
you guys can go think about it then reflect, or you guys can just fuck off from the club. this club is not a club for you all to play in. and i mean it. of course i will reflect. i will reflect why i hadnt spoken out till now. better late than never. i am not gonna take it anymore fucking nonsense from anyone from this instance on.
Monday, February 16, 2009,11:39 AM
hello all! yes yes yes! first aid! the 3 of us passed our first aid! so we are all QUALIFIED first aiders now okay? btw the 3 are jovian joshua and me. but to be honest, the test is quite easy to pass. hahahahahaha. much easier than what we've expected. hahahahahahahaha. however practice makes perfect. i supposed after 'much practice' we would be first aid pros alr.
muhahahahaha.
back track to V day,managed to meet up with ad. so went to ecp, find a place sit down makannnnnnnnnnnnnn and makannn and makannn, we had stingray and cockles again.again because we ate the same things on fri night, jsut more on fri night and at different places.
and then went to walk around abit and then i started studying for first aid test already. didnt slp much because i was coughing throughout the night and because of the lack of slp, i shut down almost completely for 12 hours from yesterday 9 plus pm to this morning 930am. i feel so energetic now but my mood is dampen by the thought of standing at giordano outlet for 8 hours later. stupid siol.
okay back to my work already.
take care earthlings.
Saturday, February 14, 2009,2:26 PM
happy valentine's to all out there. unfortunately we didnt get to meet but every day's a valentine's day as long as you're with me. =)
yawns yawns yawns! im so glad that today's Saturday because im bored with school right now. because of tep! i cant wait to go back to academic school life. and i wished i had made an appeal to ask them to let me try sth else instead of selling clothes at giordano - sth similar to what i've done before after i quit JC. it's like there's nth new to it. perhaps just a bit of difference in the systems in a way that giordano system is more lag but the other procedures are the same.
and im having a terrrrible throbbing headache now! it's almost a week but i havent recover from my stupid flu. and i havent had enough slp because i kept waking up in the middle of the night to just cough. and cough and cough till i'm tired and fell aslp before waking up to cough again.
i think, i should go catch a nap first before anything else.
never will you be too far away from me
for you're just right in my mind and in my heart. =)
so cheesy but true.
Thursday, February 12, 2009,12:37 AM
somehow somewhat
i dont feel slpy but i guess i got to drag myself to bed and thne force myself to slp because mom said that she's gonna wake me up early tmr. ive yet to think of what to wear. jeans jeans jeans, it's gettting boring!
suddenly my nose is blocked and despite drinking water and all i can still feel the prata down my throat and it's gettin nauseating. perhaps one shouldnt, really shouldnt eat such things when you're sick, YUCKS!!!!!!
btw went out for 'supper' with jasmine, px and bs because jasmine came over to my place, and i got hungry and blah blah blah and there off we go for supper. as usual, jasmine got laughed at. UNFORTUNATELY. if only u had heeded our advice. not like you dont know. but oh well, good luck to you.have some BACKBONE okay.
im gonna force myself to slp alr.
good night earthlings.
probably bec i hadnt seen you and you're still out.
Sunday, February 08, 2009,10:08 PM
today i woke up with severe body ache, sore throat, headache and cold. i thought i'll be better after a couple of hours so i left home for the first aid course. who knows the body ache got worse and even when the cold wind blows against my bare skin the pain was drilling into my bones.
and then the trip to dhoby ghaut was terrible because of the air con and that i had to stand for more than half a hour. during the lesson i could hardly open my eyes nor talk bec of my thraot etc.. so after telling the instructor, he asked me to go see a doctor and rest at home.
sooooo i left joshua and jovian and headed home. this is when i want to thank this particular and special person who rushed down in a cab just to send me back home. this person who helped and accompanied me walk to mrt station and all.
when i reached home, helped me to cover blanket and fed me water etc. when my temperature shoots up, sponge me with a towel and make me drink water. and still till now when my fever is gone, kept reminding me to drink water.
this person, stayed by my side, enduring the heat in the room jsut to accompany me. it's been a long long long time since i last fell so ill and im thankful, very thankful that this person sacrificed time to take care of me.
thank you. =)
and then i gotta thank, who despite her reports and projects etc, helped me collect a top from wisma. thankssssssss lover!!!!
Thursday, February 05, 2009,8:32 PM
8.33 pm and i'm still seated in the school's library.
FIRST TIME SEH!
qing da just left and i'm all alone. my last bite was at 12 plus 1. poor gastric doesnt even feel hungry anymore. good for losing weight now but regret comes later. side note: i'm on leave today but i'm in sch as early as when i have school and still in school much later than when i can leave school.
im so hungry and tired already! LTC proposal not completed and handover's tmr. better dont screw up. so much things to be done and yet so little people to work with. is this how it should be? understandable for some but where are the others? this is getting infuriating.
btw im posted to Giordano for my next stopover, and i dont feel anything about it. oh well, too tired to be excited. and caden's being posted to SASA! HAAHHAHAHAAHAHA. i laughed my ass off when i heard that but apparently she got it changed because the teacher in charge is as shocked that caden's in SASA. come on people, whats wrong with caden being in SASA? it can be a new thing altogether man! maybe sales will improve because male customers may now patronise SASA. no offence caden!
libraryyy closinggg already la la alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........................
Sunday, February 01, 2009,10:50 PM
hello earthlings.
a short quick post before i go back to my work. i went to JB today! HOHOHO. and had a haircut. and ate lotsa food. okay not as much as the prev time we went but still alot. and somebody learnt sth new today. okay learnt but not mastered.
