things are going well. but somehow i felt emo-fied.


and i dunno why.

okay i jsut got back from dinner with jasmine. the poor two of us only! somemore ordered alot of food. my stomach almost exploded! and then walked here and there to find a shop to help restring dad's racket, but cannot find leh. make us walk so much. but luckily dad let me drive lor. oh ya and camwhored a bit while i drove

okay i dunno what to say alr..test tmr and yet i have no mood to study at all. okay i tried forcing everything in my head and pray it stays there till tmr.
bbye earthlings.


howlongwillthingsstaythisway?

i wanna make another dedication to dad who lets me drive every now and then to school but picture isn't available. so nvm, i put up my own picture since people say i look like my dad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH =D

i am just so irritated and pissed off.

okay, im angry because i actually forgot about my duties and because of 32974934 other reasons. sometimes things will not work out if out of hundred percent, only a few percent of people want to make things work out and that they are willing to work hard to make things work out.

it's always easier to say than to put what we say into actions. but since the promise is made and you agreed to help, why not put in effort? what matters most isn't the end product of your help. but rather the effort that one takes to fulfill the promise.

i cant help but to rethink about what my friend once said, most people do things that will benefit them in this world. i guess most people had became so practical that they forgot the joy of helping and the fun of doing things.

oh well, what a world.

hello earthlings.
goodie morning. today is saturday. tomorrow is sunday.
may you all have many good day(s)
bbye earthlings.

hello earthlings!

i sprained my neck yesterday while driving. and that invited alot of shocked and mocking remarks! GRR! KARMA THEN YOU ALL KNOW AR! anyway i really have no idea what happened. all i know is that i was looking in front when i suddenly felt sth cracked in my neck and then i can't turn to my right. i have to move my body. and it's so hard to check my blindspot. imagine later after that i drove back ALONE. din even dare to go fast. fastest 100km/h. =x that was on the highway la.

rested a while at home before heading over to bugis to aunt's shop to get her to settle my neck sprain and shoulder stiffness. my neck was swollen okay. it felt alot better after that but till now i can' do big big actions! cant even lie down properly because of al the pain! *whines*

okay enough of whining. mommy isnt helping by nagggin and naggin and naggin!
haiya i go finish up my dinner already.

You are an Encouraging Director

You are a Director
As a DIRECTOR, you combine an unusual openness and passion for beauty and style with confidence and a down-to-earth sensibility that allow you to realize your vision.
You are practical and pay attention to the details that others tend to miss.
By focusing on what is real and concrete, you achieve more than those who always have their heads in the clouds.
When it comes to what really matters in your life, you are confident in your ability to succeed.
Having beautiful things in your life gives you pleasure and satisfaction - you have a keen eye for style.
Even when problems present themselves, deep down you know you will overcome these challenges.
When routines get too familiar, you become bored and start looking for ways to spice things up.
You are open to new types of experiences – you are not afraid to take a risk on something new.
You have a highly developed sense of taste – you know what looks good on you, in your home, and in the world at large.
You're not one to force your positions on a group, and you tend to be fair in evaluating different options.
You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.
The control you feel over your life is empowering to you-- you believe in your abilities and acknowledge your shortcomings. Explanations of the world that focus on destiny or fate don't really interest you. You take responsibility for what goes wrong in your life, and also for what goes well.

If you want to be different:
Occasionally let yourself dream a little more, even if it doesn't seem practical or efficient.

You are Encouraging
Your outgoing nature, understanding of others, and directness make you ENCOURAGING.
You want others to do well for themselves, and you generally believe in their abilities.
You often know what's good for people because of your caring nature and your worldview.
When you care about someone, you don't keep it to yourself: you are good at letting people know that you're thinking of them.
Because you trust people, you take violations of that trust very seriously.
You thrive in social situations, and even though you know who you like and who you don't like, you can interact well with many different types of people.
You have a healthy respect for people who have earned what they have, and you strive to be similar to successful others.
You are a loyal friend and a good listener.

If you want to be different:
Sometimes, in the course of being encouraging, you can be a bit judgmental—this can make it more difficult for others to follow your advice.
While you are an expert at getting the most out of the world and taking advantage of many experiences, you might gain some insight by taking the time to be alone, reflect on things, or just observe the goings-on in the world.

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

hello earthlings!
something interesting just happen! i signed in to my account and got directed to another person's account.then i signed out and in again and got directed to hanifa's account! finally at the third try i got into my own dashboard! HAHA! and then now shi long signed in and got directed to hanifa's account! cooool isn't it?

by the way it's the first day of classical! and i was late for like a few minutes bec there weren't any taxi from yck mrt station and it was raining very heavily! so i gotta walk slow slow slow.anyway lesson's isn't that bad.my attention span ended towards the end of the lesson bec CECELIA (she will fall down one more time) pasted some stuffs for me to read. TSK TSK. bad influence siol.

anyway the lecturer's not that boring. not as bad as i thought it's gonna turn out to be.and then now im slacking in club room while waiting for meeting later at 6pm.aiya i should have gone home first! WASTED! but nvm. lazy also...

oh ya and yesterday we went to sentosa! some pictures belowwwwwwww. and then dinner at dian xiao er~~!

i want to sleeep.
i had only slpt for 3 hours perhaps since yesterday morning 7am.meaning i had been awake for quite long.that explains why i couldnt even open up my eyes now. but i cant sleep because there are so much things to do! arghhhh! kuku neh neh. and cms is failing me now! #)$*$#(*%#$(&%#$

and i cant download my notes for classical! and yeah i got emrs for my next stopover! like YAY! i got EMRS! with sharleen if im not wrong. and timo. and i want to join the student leader thing from TEP. it sounds fun! like organising events and all.oh well there's still like interviews for all candidates and all.i hope i can pass the interview and yea start organising events for boring TEP!

unfortunately i got MSC for my last stopover! please don't let it be cheers.!! neither pretty face. my god. imagine me in pretty face. i wonder how i'll turn out after 9 wks at pretty face.

oh ya i met sharon yesterday. at 12 plus am. went to winebar and saw yoke there.she gave us so much free snacks! thanks yoke!!!! btw yoke's my primary school friend.since primary 3 or 4.times fliessssss~! and thne we went to geylang to have dim sum and which after i drove her home. it's my first time operating an auto car. it is like duno 23974834758 times easier than driving a manual car.however it's also 9324837593 times easier to fall aslp driving auto car.

but hard to say. because i boarded a cab where the taxi driver simply fell aslp. kuku leh! and then worse is that he suddenly screamed or shouted and waved his hand in the air while we were on the highway! like WTH! i was so alarmed that i suddenly not feel tired anymore. all my sleepiness disappeared like totolee! and then he said sorry. omg he tried to kill me by sleeping while driving and then say sorry for giving me a shock? and he even questioned me in a very demanding manner. asking where i had been and that dun i need to work on sat? tsk tsk!

all righty. bth already! gonna sleep or nap. sentosa tomorrow~! please mr sun or miss sun or mrs sun or mdm sun or prof sun or master sun or mighty sun, please be out tmr! please shine bright and hot in the clear blue sky.

good night earthlings.

so much things to say.
but so what if i say it.
so much feelings ive felt.
but so what if i still feel this way.
so much questions.
but so what if i get the answers.

guess it doesn't matter at all.
nothing matter.
nothing.

i am very very very tired.
let's get wasted and start a new day tmr.

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠

good morning earthlings.

today's sun is great for tanning. at least for now. i hope it remains the same tmr! bec im gonna meet toni and tanya and mayb ornella and the other buddies for tanning at the pool tmr!

let the sun be up
let the heat be there
so we'll all get burned and tanned...!

anyway yesterday and the day before and for the past few days ive been going to school here and there to settle the foreign exchange students down and bringing them here and there.on tues one more arrived, she's jennifer. met her yesterday and brought her to see mrs wee and all, get their computers configured, get their password blah blah blah.after that walked her to amk with toni. lunched at S11 and then head off to find her bank and all. i swear she's kinda intimidating. i shan't elaborate.

once they're done i headed back to home.to check out some stuffs which i cant rmb what.and unfortunately i went out too late and i couldnt make it to the airport. so i headed to the apartment to wait for them. them refers to the 3 guys who's touched down ytd night. they're jean(john), eric and quoc. and sth real stupid happened. everyone started talking talking to everyone once they alighted from the cab. no one rmb about the luggage until the cab drove off. and then we were seen running all over the place chasing after the cab bec the cab drove to the wrong side and when we ran there, the cab had already u turn. okay the scene was stupid.

and my timetable is out out out. first week already thurs dun need to go! HAHAHA! im gonna be like very freee. plus mon tues and wed go 3 hours nia! HAHAHAHA! SHIOK MAN! okokay. but ica is like on the second or third week! whatever it is. WHACK it man. WHACK WHACK!!

alrighty i think i gotta go already.see ya earthlings.

morning earthlings.

posting for tep was out yesterday.im posted to classical, followed by full shift and then half shift.meaning im still having holidays now.but technically speaking im only gonna have my break like 3 wks later? however timetable for classical should be rather slack.

alrighty and then i went to pool with caden and jasmine.rather weird combination but oh well. jasmine magligned me in her blog.i was like concentrating on the game all along. and i won every game please.partly luck yesterday.HAHA!

after pooling i went back to school with QD. bought a birthday cake for oct babies pam and sl. slacked around in schhhhhool till meeting. ended up ive gotta head off to meet the foreign students and by the time i came back, the meeting's over! kinda over but not exactly over.all i know was that im in charge of publicity and decoration. so that means i'll be seen along the corridors at the booth very often.

rightttttt. and i gotta head to school soon! see ya earthlings.

love like i've believed i could love.

hello earthlings.

today had been a tiring day.went to school. then to town then to orchard and then to airport and then to school and then to amk before heading home. all these walking are causing my legs to break.

took 36 to airport and i was kinda late. thank god the foreign student did not came out exactly at 5.45pm because i reached at like 6pm.anyway that foreign student was much more friendlier than ive expected.

alright. tep orientation starts tomorrow. i should be off to bed soon.


how many times in our life do we look up at the sky and wonder what will it look like 10 years down the road?
perhaps we will all change, be it 1 year 2 years or 10 years down.
but the sky remains the same.
ive always hope that things will never change
but they still did.
a used to be happy ride to the airport that became so lonely

ARGH
ARGHH
ARGHHH
ARGHHHH
ARGHHHHH
ARGHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHH!

i am feeling very very tired despite resting so much.
and i got the kinda you-gonna-catch-a-flu-anytime feeling
and im kinda hating this.

check your mails and REPLY PLEASE!
RAWH!

im very very tired.
and im very very bored.
and i owe huiling BIG TIME.

this was taken on tuesday night. after our movie mama mia~ okay i was dead beaten by then.i cant rmb where ive been,but i know ive walked alot. i went for tuition. went to school to collect keys.went to town.went to da's house. and then we even walked home after movie.

stupidly singing npcc songs in the quiet night.and almost got ourselves killed bec we mistaken the green arrow light to be the green man and walked a few steps out on the road.

on wednesday, hari raya. wanted to go tanning but no kaki. sian. so bo bian cant go tanningg.. =( then we were chatting online. and came somebody who said. ahlu, when we meeting up. it was LEO aka chen wj. anyway we were chattin and i decided maybe we can go find him in JB.so very quickly contacted jasmine and then we go to JB. it's only my second time to go there. but ive been in and out of singapore thrice from last sat to wed. i should have jsut stayed there.

alright. as for yesterday. my buddy arrived.too early in the morning though so i gotta wake up at 5 plus.it was horrible~! but everything was fine after that so yeah. gotta go sch again later. =D

bye earthlings.