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i think ive been eating too much cookies from famous amos and other junk food that result in my sore throat.now i can hardly talk nor eat anything i wanted.speaking has also became a trouble for me too.any motion that is related to my throat and my windpipe hurts.sigh.

so i bought a bottle of starfruit juice to drink hoping it'll ease the pain. when i reach admiralty i started gulping down the bottle of juice.walk drink walk drink.when i was halfway down the bottle. i read sth that's writen on the labelling: Shake well before use as product may contain natural sediments. well..i din know i have to use the juice instead of drinking it.whats more, i din shake it. so i shoke myself by twisting my butt more when i walk.alright.that was a joke.

i went to a few places today.first to sch for the briefing.so few ppl nia.tsk...and then i head over to amk with the company of ewen.thanks to him man.waited for me at singpost while i renew my PDL.and we went to look for hui huan.turn out that she din work.

i had my drivin at 3 and yea.i reached yck at 3 pm.and drivin was horrible.i dunno whats distracting me so much that i forgot to depress the clutch pedal so many times.maybe im still slightly unwell.anyway no drivin lesson next wk.tskkkk..and my pract is coming up~~ die...

3 words: bing bang buang.

anyway i met cuilin, shu han, pei xuan, bee siew, brenda, jie ying and heng qian just now at Party world. but only for like 5 to 10 mins bec i gotta rush off to see the doc.so sorrrryyy ppl.i'll meet u peeps up soon ok. and i was given tons of medi to finish up.sian.

oh.btw the terrorist, Mas Selamat Kastari has escaped from prison or isit from Whitney Detention centre.ok.im not too sure.how cool is that.well, who knows how he escaped..maybe there's ppl inside helping him or maybe there's looopholes? anyway. good also..our country has been too stable and our 'people' have been too proud of it.maybe he's gone out to get rid of some pests out there.well, who am i referring to? i dunno. do you?

alright.random.
i gotta go bath and rest earlier as told by the doc.what a good girl i am.give me rewards mummy, for being such a good gal.

home sweet home

i went to alot of places and burned alot of calories by walking today.
i also take in lotsa calories.

first,i went for driving lessons.i was like almost 20 mins late.but anyway lesson was as usual.test route 8 today.2 more test routes and im gonna learn parking.i hope i dun buang driving tmr.ive been kinda tired and couldnt concentrate enough.

after driving i head home bec i feel like goin home.hah.went back to consume my medi and lunch and see bee.hah.slacked around at home before i went to look up shirley and jasmine.shopped around with these 2 ladies and tire myself out.haha..no offence but their stamina for shopping is above average man.walked town.centrepoint to orchard then to far east and then to pacific plaza and then to wisma and then to lucky plaza then to bugis then bugis street before heading back home.

i dropped by at aunt's shop to rest while the 2 ladies continued to shop.rest rest rest and off to changi to send sista hazel off to australia.man im gonna miss her soooooooo much. =(

hazel~~~take care and come back soon ok.if i can i fly over and see you! ur dad saes accomodation food and everything's on you! so YAY! and thanks to hazel parents who drove hui fen and me back. mercedez c350. cool and comfy car.hahaha!!

anyway i hope she'll reach safely SOON.
and im goin to slp alr.

i just received a reply from jia ling aka big big sucker

she fail her FTE AGAIN!
hahaha.
study harder la dude.

mauhauhauha..
alright.
i jsut came back from tampines.
went out with shc
walked ard and wasted cash on junk food.
hohoho.
nice junk food.
and cookies.
lol.

alright.
im off to have my dinner.
ciaoz

hello
i went tanning today.
and im slightly tanned

lol.
damn it man.
i could have tanned longer
if not for that irritating singtel event and all those bangalas.
rawh.

dun sae le.
so we went off earlier.
and bought some food
and went to my house
and i COOKED~!

hohoho..
the food were easy to prepare but taste nice la.
bec i COOKED it.
lol
hahaha..

i wanna go bintan or any beaches for holidaE!!

everyone is busy with their own lives.
and im so free wandering about at home.
on the streets and along the roads.

mum told me im not going to malaysia alr.
how cool
anyone wanna go tanning?
or play basketball?

im bored.
and im left with cold and sore throat only.
so can get into the sun alr!

chee onn is leaving tonight for shanghai.
1am flight.
random.

yea.
only random and pessimistic thoughts fills my mind now.
im turning into an introvert.
a lonely introvert.

i walk this empty street
ALONE.

EXAMS IS OVER!

OVER OVER OVER!

i just hope i dun buang any of my papers man.
muahauhauha.
and i wish to get the GPA i wish to get.
mauhauhauha.
ask me how much!

lalala.
im not telling.
yawns.
so lame.

alright.
so many things happened recently.
my buang haircut.
my buang driving lesson.
my buang hmm.
i dunno.
everythin seems so buang recently.

finally it's holidays.
man i die also dun wanna work ok.
bec attachment in sch starts next sem.
sian ness.
and i dun have time to work!

i wanan get my license asap
then take up a course with sotong.
then attend camps
then relax here and there
then i want more tanning
i want more toning up of muscles
i want .....
i want to...
many more ...

im feeling slpy.

ciaoz.

mixed feelings.
in my mind and in my gastric.
tmd.

make me so god damn unwell during my POA paper.

zzz
and so unwell now.
im slping.
bye

Stats down.

ive been looking for a backpack.
and now i found 2 i like alot.
it cost $213 and $233 seperately.

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It can hold:

Compact 17" laptops & accessories, A4/Letter-size documents & magazines as well as daily essentials.Works with 17" PowerBook & MacBook Pro.Use the shoulder straps to attach an optional extra Thirsty Al mobile phone holder.

sian.
mum always told me to differentiate between what i need and what i want.
i need a bag.
and a psp.
and a seiko.
seiko is settled for by aunt alr.
haha.
it's time to aim(target will be a better word) again.
mauhauhauah
sponsorships! here i come!
ok.im back to revision alr.

hey dudes
happy valentines day.
if anyone of you out there wants to buy me chocolates for confession.
please buy hmm..prestige chocs. the one with choco powder outside one.i love that alright..
haha. kidding dudes.

im addicted to the word dude man.
influenced by a few peeps whom im always chat with.
in the morning.
in the afternoon
in the night.

well.
i wanna thank my dad but words like this never comes out from my mouth man
he drove me to collect my tbk from yc despite being hell tired.
and once again our topic revolves ard cars again.
we talked abt the stuffs that ppl fixed to their cars
the stuffs that were illegal
extra large exhaust..
extra headlights
blue headlights
back bumper.
blah blah blah.
just cars cars and cars

and i asked him to get the triangle plate ready
if i get my license next month.
hiak.hiak.hiak.
he knows i know we all know.
i wish i could drive to sch everyday.
but petrol prices are risin
maybe 3 out of 5 days will do.
not very demanding right.

hahahahaha
i feel liek studying and i feel like slping.
so how?
of cos is slp la.
bi bi babi bu

3 years ago or so my neighbours were all singaporeans or malaysians.
all chinese
now there's a few from india.
and more from china.
neighbours here refer to those staying at my floor.

not saying i dislike china people.
i din say that.
nor did i dislike india people.
afterall it's all abt bringing in foreign talents.

what do we have man.
we aint got land.
aint got water.
if everyone were to spit together we'll probably get drowned.
and then we sink and disappear forever till one day some nothing to do too free at home divers dived deep deep into the sea and find us.
all fossils.
or maybe remains.
thus.
we need more people.
it's our only resource.
great
this way half of the population spit and we'll drown.

singapore's not known for a green city alr
i tinhk we're more outstanding in terms of being kiasu and kiasi and loves queuin up
rmb the hello kitty issue
fancy ppl queuing up for days or wks and ended up in fight over 2 dumb looking cats.
get a life people
why not do more meaningful stuffs
like breathing in lesser oxygen and reduce global warming dudes?
kiddos in GEN Y must be thinking.
why the hell should i do that.
GEN Y nature: selfishness
looks like the fishing industry will boom in years to come.
let's grab ur fishin net and go to.
where can we fish in singapore?
that few pathetic dirty beaches.
wait till you get to sembawang beach and u know why i said we;re no longer a green city.

ya ya ya.
we have one more thing la dude.
when we speak
we speak a few more slangs than people from other nations
we add in la lehz orh hmmm
and many more
to think we cnat stand critism from others (those who spoke abt us in a variety show)
well
shame on us
why be angry instead of reflecting and admit to our mistakes
itz a fact that singaporeans, im not saying all but most speak a almost alien english language
rather lousy english

also.
many look down on people from other countries
look down on china
look down on malaysia
look down on what else?
bagalas?
yea.
what do we have to look down on them?
china is improving and taking a large share of market
look what usa had become bec of china
malaysia though corrupted but ppl there are bloody rich
they own lands big cars and many more
singapore? how many can afford that? the people there are nice as well
not as realistic . exclude the cops there pls.
and they stand up for their own people.
malay cops help malay.
i mean.
im aint critisising them here.
at least they stand up for their people.
i felt so cowardly and ashame being a singaporean.
and i dare sae many singaporeans have parents who used to be malaysians.
are u gonna look down on ur parents huh?

lastly, the bagalas.
honestly speaking i fear and dislike them
but i cant look down on them
those working here.
are also well educated
they are grads
im not even a diploma holder.
and neither many of u ppl are grads
so stop looking down on ppl.

upgrade urself la dudes.
see.
i need to take away la

i wonder if ill be arrested for saying all those stuffs man.
but i thought we had a freedom of speech?
i almost forget that we had that man
i saw ppl been caught bec they expressed their emotions in a hmmm..
in a rather offensive way
i saw the govt and police trying to catch some smart ass who places white elephant along the streets
when after that i saw coloured elephants on the grass patch at yck
i never did figure the coloured elephants out.
i saw the govt pm lee or whoever increasing their pay like how many times bec they rule singapore.
and bec they use their brain to work and citizens like us slog our guts out and earn never enough
where's the president?
must be doing some other more important matters
i seldom see him on tv though.
much lesser.

so is there freedom of speech?
im lazy to type alr.
if i ended up in jail
visit me dudes.

hello..
morning..

acc my dad out earli in the morning.
passed by serangoon..plus many places.
and many bungalows.
i wnat one too
and pass by many nice cars
i want one too..

well i guess my only topic with dad is abt cars.
better than nth.

i love cars~~~~~
and i love my mummy and daddy
so mummy daddy pls buy me a car!! wohoo

hello.
im sick of living at times bec of the consecutive gastric pains.
tmd.
but i stayed strong ok.

macro lect today.
i meant macro revision lect.
starts at 10 am.
but dilly dally at home.
in the end reached slightly later.
slacked around and copied nth
2 reasons.
one is bec i cant really see.
secondly is bec my gastric hurts too much for me to copy.

ta han ta han.
after lesson cabbed to cwp with toilet bowl and sotong
lunched at Yoshinoya and finally watch Kung Fu Dunk~~~!!

jay damn act cute
i think i like the drunkard player more.
and another player
duno their name la.
makes me wanna play bkb soooo much.
who can play with me??

alright
met xi yao, my best best best best best best best best best buddy in the whole universe
to get my RL polo.
hohoho.
headed home and out again for driving lesson.
hohoho.
i think ive been driving faster.
gotta control if not will exceed the speed limit.

exams' coming.
and i haven started studying.
bing bang buang.



thank god i have you.
don't leave again

hello people!
can u sense the excitement in me?
lol.

alright.
im in malaysia now!!
after like trying so hard to get online.
im finaly online.
my effort paid off.
wohooo..

anyway.
it was a long journey back here ytd as the traffic is damn congested.
tsk
accidents everywhere on the highway.
drive carefully lehz.

and some huge buses.
keep cuttin in and out.
tsk tsk..
and becos i sat too long in hte car.
my butt burts
and i cant slp
bec mummy asked me to talk to daddy and since mum went back alr
i have to talk to daddy
but nth to talk to daddy
so i just talk to auntie who sat at the back
despite talking so much.
i still get bored.
and shifted ard in the seat till the seat belt almost tangle me and kill me!
alright
kidding.

it's chinese new year in like less than 24 hours.
and right now im sittin in front of the com
lecture notes opened but im NOT studyin.
man.
commotion downstairs.
im goin down~~~

ciaoz.

doctor asked me to control my temper when i saw him on sun.
mummy asked the doc to prescribe me some medication to cure off my lousy temper.

tsk.
i admit im feeling rather frustrated and gets irritated easily this few days.
but.
afterall i think my temper isnt as bad as before alr.

minus off the temper thing.

im rather excited over CNY.
however.
we need to study during CNY.
how to plae?
exams a week after CNY.
that means
gotta study during CNY
even though i always study at the last min.
but bo bian.
at least try to practice?

this sem..
i hope to get more A's
hopefully i can get A's in macro, POA, Stats? ...
dunno.
i wish i could get an A for every module
hahaha..
wishful thinking of mine.
no A at least B+ lehz...

must bai bai~~
hohoho..

NEw year
new clothes
new resolution?
like again?

enough of crap.

im gonna have to spend 6 days of new year in malaysia.
with lousy internet connection
well.
at least i could study in a much conducive environment.
and at the same time
tone up my leg muscles by climbing up and down the stairs whenever i get distracted
it always happen.
thank god our house ain't 3 storeys

what else what else
peeps out there.
enjoy ya CNY without me ok!
i know it's hard but TRY!
LOL

what else....
hmmm...
those who wish to contact me or visit me in malaysia..
let me know...
i give ya my dad's number
cos ill be using another line
which i forgot the number alr..
and..
thats all for the moment..


take care~~!

i must have a very creative mind.
that explains why i always dream of VAMPIRES.
so lame can.
other than VAMPIRES
other than vampires i dreamt of lotsa weird ppl.
which came to like find trouble with me.
and ended up we were fightin.
and when i woke up.
my whole body ache.
too much fighting i guess.


went shopping with wei jie ytd.
or rather accompanied him shop for his new year clothes.
that super ma fan fellow bought 2 shirts after scanning through almost all the shops in heeren.
and a pair of jeans.
after shopping we went for pool.
woohoo.
i love pool!

hohoho.
im off to do my work.
ciaoz