just as i gave up trying to connect to the internet using other's wireless. and was doing soem crutches in return for the sinful amount of food i ate, i got connected to the internet.

and here i am, typing this wonderful post, for whoever who comes to my blog and chattin with some wonderful ppl.hohoho.

anyway im in malaysia.around 18 hours ago im in the car, slping my head off on the way here..ard 18 hours and a few minutes ago im still in singapore.becos i slpt late so i cant help but slp all the way to malaysia. and either im down with a bad cold or someone misses me too much.or rather.many ppl miss me at the same time.what do u think pal?

anyway we had our breakfast soon after reaching and im off to the dentist. to wash my teeth.till now my gums still bleeding a little.the dentist, i suspect, is an ex-WWE wrestler. tsk..so rough on my fragile gums..hmm..sounds like im a weakling. yawns..

after that walked around to look for my shades.and i got one.im not sure if there's such brnad in singapore but itz quite popular in malayisa.itz 300 plus.but there's sale.so the price dropped to 200 plus. i saw one from POLICE. costs 700 bucks.itz nice..tsk..i have taste la.wat to do.cos im poor so settle for that 200 plus first.when ive got the money, i'll buy some more..empiror armani isnt too bad.but not suitable cos ive got a not big face.in other words,small face. -.-

im such a good gal i brought my poa back here to do.2 qns nia.sianz..but so what.ive completed my poa. qns 3 i leave blank.dunno what they asking for.and im lazy to source out the document.act blur can le la..muhauhauha

im so tired of walking up and downstairs.yet i cant jsut stay still downstairs or upstairs.im bored.

i went plane flying.or helicopter flying or mosquito flying with dad outside the house just now.it was a total disaster..tsk tsk..i realise, daddy is so childish.i should the one playin the helicopter. NOT HIM

i think i wanna go slp alr.gotta wake up earli and go over to godma's place and then back to singapore!



imissyouimissyouimissyou

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续

这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

driving lesson this morning. sianz. i think im ill.i have a terrible sore throat, headache, body ache and a cold...fight back the virus~~

my pdl is gonna expire in feb.damn..and that instructor still din book a date for me yet.i think im slow also.but nvm.maybe i gotta change to sch de..sianz..troublesome la....




so much for all that's been said and done.
so much for all that uve said
so much for all that effort if theres any
so much for all that every little thing
ya im thrash.
so what.

i watched legend today.it's kinda boring except the sudden attacks which make us jump a few times. horrible looking creatures lurking around the city.boring.

i need more rest.driving tmr at 9am.so gotta wake up real early.
ppl out there, take care....




freed but not freed
things ended
supposed to be no strings attached
but why am i feeling this way
i cant be mindful but i cant help being bothered
yes
i need distraction

Merry Christmas to all
may all your dreams come true.... =D


good morning...a good day to start my school work with. =x anyway, went over to shu hui's house for countdown yesterday.till 2 plus 3 thne went home.sorry ppl out there if my msg went to you guys too late, or if i reply too slow..my phone got cocked up..and i din receive any msges till itz almost 2am..sorry~

the party was quite a peaceful one.and the food.no comments.lalala~~~

alright.whatever it is..have a nice day everyone.it's CHRISTMAS!!!

good night.or good very early morning.

i had dinner with dad this evening.pig trotters.did i get the spelling right?anyway dad's so so so so nice to drive me to bukit panjang.met up with jc peeps.miss them so much..im so sorry i couldnt stay long enough.

thanks to them for the very warm welcome i got when i reached..i promised ill make a whole dae free and reserved for u ppl soon~~~hope u all take care and merry christmas in advance to u peeps~

thanks to
iris for the card and sweets
miao lian for that wonderful bookmark with losta beads
everyone for taking so many pictures with me
everyone for remembering me~~
take care peeps~





i dun understand why sometimes human does this kinda things.
put urself in other's shoes.
what if ur fwends are doing the same things to u?
will u want that?

good morning.

ive spent quite a few minutes thinking of what background i should use for my presentation.
and im back to the usual background i always use.
boring.maybe ill change again later.to a theme prehaps.

last few days had been quite hectic.not hectic maybe but im stuck with lotsa things to be done.and the next few days.busy holiday.at least im not slacking around with nth done isnt't it. ive been neglecting my school work abit and i woke up in a shock this morning.end of a wk alr.nth is completed.tsk tsk tsk.

FRI.
driving lesson scheduled at 1pm.i left my house at 115 pm.that is = dead meat. anyway i rushed to catch a train. and who knows my ez-link fail me.damn.so i gotta get a temporary card. then caused me to be even later.

itz been 2 months since i last drove.so my driving isnt that smooth at first.well i still managed to get familiar with it near the end of the lesson.im kinda pissed when i keep seeing cars overtaking me.so when the lane is clear, i accelerated and shifted to gear 4 and i managed to overtake a few cars.hohoho.alright.i din go that fast though.their lane is kinda clogged up.just then my instructor ask me to slow down. boring.wait till i get my license.i wun let anyone overtake me! never!

after driving i went over to cut cut cut my hair. my usual hairstylist wasnt ard so i let another guy help me with my hair.and becos my hairstylist isnt ard and they are kinda short handed with the number of customers there, i sat at my seat for 2 hours plus. my hair was cut halfway and the hairdresser had to attend to another lady.he went and came back half a hour to continue with my hair, thne went away again. then come back.that's why it's the longest haircut ive ever had.

due to some hairlost problem which i think i recently have, he introduced me to this shampoo which caused 26 dollars.itz phyto. anway,i din buy it from him.i know my aunt carry such shampoos as well. so i got it from aunt. FOR FREE.lalala~~~i hope the shampoo really helps man.

the trip home was deadly hell also.it took me another 2 hours plus when itz supposed to be like 45 mins or so. becos of the stupid lorry(s) who's stuck and yet refused to give way and instead blocked the whole junction.bloody hell..then everyone horn horn horn.like ppl at the custom can hear them.boring fellas.

SAT.
went tanning with shirley.supposed to be a group of ppl.but.i dun wanna sae alr.though angry,im fucking used to it alr.since some of you dun care.i wun give much of a damn also.
brenda sae got thunderstorm.bullshit lo.the sun so high up in th sky~~wohooo.anyway we tanned for a while only.going again next wk.dun wanan spoil our beautiful skin.lol.grandma and godma came from malayisa yesterday.everyone tot they're coming todae.


SIDETRACK
ignorance is bliss.
yes.
ignorance is indeed a bliss.
sometimes i wish i know lesser.



im off to my work alr.ciaoz.

good day.it's been ages since i last woke up at like 1 plus 2 pm.
well becos i went to ZOUK yesterday and i only reached home at 5am,
woohooo...

went there with hazel,han inn, brenda, wei jie, heng kiat, chee onn, daniel and deroy.
there's a hell load of ppl there,becos today is public holidae, so most ppl went down to play.
it was damn crowded, esp when we went into future.it was a total disater.i think we spent almost one hour been squeezed in and trying to squeeze out..

after that we went back to mambo when we get to the centre of the dancefloor.well, not exactly the centre, but we got into the dance floor and shoke till it was 4am. then went out. hohohoho.

that's all.played enough,now im sitting here blogging and trying to finish up my work.
ciaoz.

im back.
im tired.
im yearning to catch some slp.
im down with lotsa work to do.

alright.was away for chalet from 16 to 18. sunday dad drove us down then today i cabbed back with others.think itz the first time i din take any buses there. and i managed to stay up the first night lo. and now i feel like dying.

haiya.i lazy to type abt the things that happened in the chalet.
but i watched this DVD titled, the dATE movie.
cool and nice show.kind of 'dirty'. no porn. but there's interesting phrases like no no no no no no no no no no no no and sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex sex.

to sum up,chalet rocks big time.shall we meet up for x'mas again?hohoho

alright,went to k today as well before half dining over at pasta.piangz,pasta stinks like shit can.the smell is worse than the food court smell.not the place stink. but the smell that u get after eating there stinks.

then.im home now.reached home earlier on.and had my other half dinner.cos mum cooked my share,so gotta reserve some space for her food.

haiya..i cant concentrate liao.back to surveys etc.byebye

good morning.
it's finally holidays~
holidays in a sense that there's no school.but still hell loads of work to finish up.
what a bore.
im waiting for the term break next semester. =D

since yesterday was the last day of school.
hui huan,shang yu,shirley,shanny and me went to catch golden compass.
damn it.
the beginnning was kinda draggy and boring.
as the first part of excitement came,i was so looking forward to the good defeating the evil.
who knows.
it'z the end of the show alr.
so gotta wait till the second part is out.
what a turn off.

went home after that.
cos driving lesson was postponed.due to my rheumatism leg.
got home and went to cwp again at evening.
to catch my neighbour's performance by IDA(international disabled association)
he's part of the muscular dystrophy group together with few others who suffered from the same illness.more of a disability i will say.this doesnt affect most of their minds in following their dream.

well,anyway i was introduced to this lady whom ive met before.part of the muscular dystrophy group organiser if im not wrong.ive been to her place before to help out with some stuffs. memory of the trip was vague. and my neighbour ask me to do some voluntary work. i dun mind.

i tihnk ive been dropping lots and lots of hair.what the hell is happening to me!!
what if i go bald....? =(
ok.this is so random

im goin to start on my work alr.
ciaoz.
good day everyone and anyone out there

sorry peeps if i looked like fierce.becos i was rather pissed in the morning. sorry, and im really tiredddddd..drained...

went to tampines with shir sim lo.looked at shades,oakley,and another brand,which i forgot the name alr, and ray ban.she thinks oakley suits me best, same sentimentals, but i like the one with reflective lens. but im also fine with the black lens. it cost around 245. if i can get it from us.it's cheaper.
we went over to bugis after that.cos tm too boring.hohoho.anyway, dined over at yoshi in tm and dinner was great.walked around.looked at clothes etc.and.none suits nor attract me.so walk walk walk around~~~and camwhored alot.i think i looked damn ugly in pictures lo.sianz.im getting ulgier as each day passes by.i need plastic surgery!! and home sweet home.


iwishicouldbethereforyoueverytimeyouneedto.
thereforyoutoleanon.
thereforyoutocryto.
thereforyoueveryminute,everysecond.

good morning.
haiya...afternoon alr.
i slpt till 10 plus 11. woke up because too hungry.so i woke up to eat a slice of bread.
then i slacked and i just had lunch.
once again.im lazy to blog liao..so ciaoz...

the evil lurks around here shirley.

project work was just completed not long ago.left appendices to edit etc.im too tired to do so.so pass it to caden instead..i changed my blogskin again.ya.again. and im off to bed.

good morning.
it's been days since i last blogged.
wanted to blog on thurs but gotta finish up some work and im drained so i did not.

anyway thurs i went for my checkup.i waited for like hell 3 hours.damn it.i got so pissed as the number stopped for a hour or so for my doc.so i asked the nurse if there is any bloody hell doc inside the room.okie.i din sae bloody hell to the nurse of cos.she showed me the room and there's a doc inside.the doc.look so toot.like the doc ive seen in a korean show. well, it was alr 6,and i reached before 3. tmd..all the other docs have alr gone back.only that doc still not done with his patients.so i was referred to another doc instead.god damn it.they should have done so earlier.

anyway i got back my report for the few blood tests i took.i was tested positive for the nuclear antibody,meaning ive got some rheumatism problem and inflammation,inflammation might be arthrities as well.sianz. and then im referred to another specialist to find out exactly what inflammation it is. so i will have to see a rheumatologist for more specific blood tests before i will know what medi i need to take. boring.

after visiting the doc i went to bugis. cos it's opening for aunt's shop.gotta go show my face.lol.kidding.went shopping for a small card holder wallet but see none.bonia doesnt have those kinda wallet.Lv is too ex for me.maybe i should start hinting aunt.mauhauhauhauha. bought a pair of levis instead.jeans again.yeah.my legs are short.so i altered it.and i think i might have to alter the width as well. kinda loose at the thighs.lalala

haiya.i should stop wasting time here le.goin back to my report..ciaoz.



howlongmustiwait?

hiyaz.
im here, it's after-dinner-and-before-bath-time.hahaha.night class till 730pm today.drained me out.think i laughed alot,that's why.lessons at 3pm, hmmm, 3.30pm to be exact becos we are super duper late is very very entertaining.hahaha~~~! and it ended in like one hour? givin us additional one hour break.boring.

tmr's POA ica1.sianz.no mood to study eh.rmb last sem i was so nervous abt the ica 1.now.though im worried that ill do badly,im not doin much to it.reading through the lecture notes bore me and going through tutorial qns makes me slpy.what to do~!!!

and i need to slp earli.lesson starts at 8 and all the way till 12pm.4 straight hours. i wish i dun go hungry and let my stomach groan during test. that happens during GP paper when im in JC.haiya.those times.....lol.... JC is so much boring compared to now.at least not as stressful when there's no proj and icas cramped tgh.

check up on thurs.sian.heng dad's gonna drive me.im gladful mum and dad both took leaves to accompany me.mauhauhauhauah,im their precious okie.kidding.i can walk now.not run.i can climb stairs.slowly.sianz.i still cant walk too much so shopping too much is still not for me.i wonder if i can drive.i tried driving dad's car the other time we went malaysia, 2 wks ago? and i almost BUANGED.and i forgot how to control the steering wheel.like sian.heng the engine din die on me.muahauhauhauha.. managed to save some face still.. =D

woohoo.im yearning to go outta town.but some ppl are unwilling lo.*hint hint* even if itz malaysia i dun mind also. at least when im outta town i can throw everything behind me and eat slp play for all i want.that is how i managed to look young despite my age lo.unlike some other ppl out there.caden and shirley,i din mean u two.those caden can watch m18 when she's not.lalala~~~

i ciaoz liao.lazy to type le.mauhauhauhaha......
ps: i think caden an lian wo lo.her eraser got huize rocks.
ps to caden: i know i rocks lo.write i love huize la.

this morning i cabbed to school.
again.
too tired alr.having cold,itchy throat,body ache, fever? i dunno.and gastric pain.
anyway i boarded this hyundai cab, and was curious how big this vehicle is, so i asked, uncle, ur cab 2.0 cc or what. then i got the most asthonished(did i spell this right?) news ever, all cabs are at least 2.0 cc onwards, including those toyota cabs. eyes open wide. the one im travelling on is 2.4cc.

amazing, no wonder cabs have wonderful pick up speeds.i feel so shua gu. -.-'' another 11 dollars wasted this morning,becos dad cant drive me to school. like sianz.

good morning.
it's been a rather hectic yet unproductive week for me.i simply hadn't got any work done and im lagging behind.so this wkend is time for me to catch up with everything before it gets too late. =D im such a good girl ain't i.

nowadays i find it a bother to attend some lectures.because i think i'll understand better sometimes without the lecturer. lol.

anyway i attended the briefing for the expedition to cambodia and vietnam, one 18 days and one 16 days.like almost 3 wks.i wanted to go but the number of days is kinda long.so might not be going alr.cos.gotta wash own laundry blah blah blah.if itz 6 or 7 days still ok.im a kind soul but i dun want to bother ppl there with my weakkkk body.

let's fast forward to yesterday.lecture's cancelled.so only gotta go to sch for like one less-than-2-hour tutorial.sianz.went home after lect and came out again to amk~. met jasmine, valerie,hazel,brenda,caden,chen wj and heng kiat.

brenda and caden came later and jasmine went back earlier with valerie.we pooled over at k Pool.it was great man.ages since i last touched a cue...woohoooo..after pooling we went over to S-11 if im not wrong where most of them had their late dinner.and we ha-la over there.meaning crapped over there.till 11 plus.it's been a long long time since the few of us came tgh.few ppl were missing though.peeps like chee onn xi yao etc.find one day we'll all hang out tgh.

i wanna learn something.but i dunno what.mum dun intend to let me learn muay thai as recommended by CHEN WEI JIE, the fellow who seeks pleasure in torturing innocent ppl like heng kiat. oh,i forget. heng kiat loves weijie. -.-'' back to topic. muay thai isn't good for my leg. sianz. then i wanna learn drum,but ware got space to put a drum set at home?! so cant also. though they recommended a drum pad.we'll see how. so what should i learn.driving is halfway done,i'll most probably resume driving lessons next wk.hohoho.i wanna get my license asap so i can drive to sch and to anyware else~~~

right.im off to do things liao.. ciaoz