good morning peeps.alright.bandage off~! and i feel so great. but gotta put back later. -.-''
okie.what happen ytd?i was so desperately finding ppl to acc poor me to the hosp.but just nice everyone's busy.so nvm.mum told me i need to be independent. so i went alone.dad's car still under repair.so i cabbed here and there.in the i wasted almost 60 bucks just on cab. and i missed school ytd.sianz.
alright,hosp's appt's at 1150am.so i left my house earlier becos i had prob moving ard,and im slower.so i left at 1050am,waited for cab but no cab.sianz.so call cab.heng the cab i called came pretty fast...so i hopped onto the cab and off i go~! when i reached, the lady,i dunno what u call them,offered me a wheelchair.i refused.of cos i refused.i rather bear the pain then to use a wheelchair.then register blah blah blah.and i waited for damn long can.
this entry is getting boring,anyway,I finally get to see the doc. he said i still gotta wait for mri scan, meanwhile he twisted my leg here and there.and suspect that i tore my meniscus because my knee often give way,nice one,sinseh sae i tore my ligament,western doc sae i tore my meniscus.after the scan,we'll see who's right.hopefully itz just some infection. then dun need op nor any trouble.and i cant wait to play pool.sigh,as for sports.i dunno.
anyway i went to have this jones bandage,maybe this kinda bandage method was invented by the guy named jones.so i bandaged and it's said to relieve the pain.i felt little effect.well,i'll just live with that.
i wanna thank this old lady whom i met in the toilet,who sorta helped me to the cubicle,so nice of her isnt it.thanks auntie~~! hmmm,ddlp just pop in and said,hello then bye.
after im done with everythin in the hosp i went over to NYP,to have lunch then head to SEngkang for tuition.after tuition then home. that's all for the singapore tour. thanks to shir who accompanied me to sengkang.hahaha..and thanks to everyone who helped me get a cab and everything.thanks......
a taxi driver said im fair~! so i wanan go tanning le.shall we..we can go with my crutches~~~! wohoooooo...kidding.i think those who see this will wanna smack me hard in the head.
my mum also offered to help me bath.. -.-'' she wanna see my body so much lo.and i refused to.hohoho....
i go do my things liao...ciaozzzzz
Sunday, October 28, 2007,9:56 PM
good night peeps.to those who's reading this.good niteeee..hoho.ive been lazy to blog recently,cos im lazy.right.im lazy.anyway,tmr is mondae.again! im goin to see doc tmr.sigh.so gonna miss school.but nvm.heng tmr only tutorials.
im itching for worms. ciao.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007,9:15 PM
Good DAY~~!
alright.not so good.i still have lotsa phelgm down my throat.cant really cough it out.though its dark greeen.im like sooo heaty.yeah.i'll try to drink more water..and my knee isn't gettin any better.i beared with the pain and went for driving ytd.i almost buang twice or thrice? becos i couldnt concentrate.think i scare the hell out of the driving instructor. anyway,yeah i had this feeling that my knee is LOOSE and it's gonna fall off anytime.esp when i walk or climb stairs. my scan is still so farrrr far away.bo bian. gotta bear with it..
anyway.one of my tuition has been cancelled.becos my student is sick.
so i can be here slacking and chattin and bloggin. this is one random post.becos i hell duno wat im typin. anythin that comes to me.i type it down.....oh..my shoe is stolennnnnn.piangz...my most fav pair can...rawhhhhhh
i wonder why someone would wanna steal a pair of shoes that's so old....
haiya.i go do tutorial liao...ciaoz.
staythisway.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007,10:21 AM
morning eh.i goin to type out this in singlish.
but i no mood to blog lehz.ppl will read meh? how many ppl will read? hmmm.anything la.i slpt till now.cos i woke up in the morning to help mum look after bee.tired lor. sianz.now 10.30am liao. later 1.30pm got driving.leg pain stil.but nvm la.just try try la.whack it man.
anyway today got night lessons lo.till 8 pm.sianz.........
i just received a call from mummy.they met with an accident on the way back from malaysia.thank god no one is hurt.just that the car is badly damaged.still can move though.heard that the boot's pretty damaged.and the front abit damaged. dad drove too fast,came to an emergency break.he stopped but the car behind couldnt stop in time.so buang into dad's car and dad buang into car in front. chain reaction.boring.so i wun be expecting early todae.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007,11:14 PM
i just changed my blogskin.like again.well.new semester so new blogskin.
while i was bathing,something crossed my mind.how many ppl would start their blog exactly the same way as u do? how many will feel and think and act the same way as u do? it's said that there are 5 ppl who will look exactly like you in this world. but do they think the same way as you do? have u met them? or are they still alive? many things to ponder about. of course this simple thing led to many questions abt life.the mystery of the world and world (S) beyond us.maybe there's another universe with a planet named earth.and a country named singapore. and an town area named woodlands and a young adult gal named huize as well. who knows? one can discover sth new. u know it when u discover it. but u dunno it when u dun discover it.
amazing everything may seem to be and as mysterious as they were meant to be as well.
right.today was a rather long day.woke up for sch in the early morning.still feeling weak from the bad bad cough and fever i suffered from last night.thank god the medication worked.i almost missed sch today.well the flu and cold and cough virus have been passing ard my mum my dad and me.sister not stuck in the sick cycle as she's always out of home.so no chance to get interacted with the bacteria or virus.not to say get infected with it.
okie.anyway today's the third day of school and actually one of the shortest day.yesterday was kinda disastrous.school starts at 3. and ends at 8. and i had driving.it was alright.but te rain came down and it got pretty cold. plus i had alr been suffering from sore throat.and while my immune system is down the cold found me.so i was kinda dead for the whole dae.
let me give a summary of this sem's lecturer and our tutorial chers. basically i have 2 gay teachers.one from eff writing and one from macroE. the one from effwriting is pretty much stern than the macroE one. btw the macroE gay cher is married.with a wife i supposed.well. the macroE one seems a good grandfather.judgin the way he talked to us.and i doubt he found out that we imitated him quite a few times and that's wat the joke is all abt. oh and our POA cher.after her brainwashing session i felt kinda stressed out.i seemed to have no ocnfidence in the chers in keeping me interested in the topic.so what sld i do.motivate myself?maybe i sld. oh and the Stats cher.nice friendly looking mother who speaks with MOTHERLY LOVE as well.like we're her kids.
so right now ive got a few sch work.minor ones though to complete.shall not waste anymore time and im off to my work now.
ciaoz
Sunday, October 14, 2007,4:05 PM
good afternoooon.
im back from learning hwo to reverse a car.and i realise how different it is for the cars we used for learning and the cars we own.the clutch and the accelerator.phew.it's sure stressful enough to learn how to control dad's car.later buang how.he(my dad) can never understand the stress im goin under.of cos there wun be any stress level if he gets me a car. and becos he let me drive forward and backward in the carpark.i stayed behind to help him clean his car. oh goshhh.people.dun buy a white car in future. or. if u think u're able to own a car.think again.can u afford to let others wash and polish it for u weekly or fortnightly? well.maybe that only occurs to lazy ppl like me. but really car washing burns me enough calories to let me eat lotsa junk when i got home.
yesterday went over to town to alter my jeans.like finally i went out after staying home for the whole day on fri.so.it's very crowded everywhere.like so many ppl. duh.itz hari raya parsa.so we shopped ard. got shir out with me because others are busy.so we walked alot but we ate alot as well. it's always eat time when im out with her.if i gain any weight.it's her fault.
right.i wanna slp liao.school's reopening tmr.u excited???woohooo ive yet to pay my sch feeeeees. hohoho.
Friday, October 12, 2007,11:00 AM
good morning. it's 11 am.ive woken up too early that i felt like slping now.right.i shall go back to slp after this post.hmm.maybe only.maybe i'll go back to my games.=) like worming.woohoo.alright.had driving lesson initially but cancelled cos i tot ill be going to malaysia.who knows malaysia trip is cancelled as well.BORING.i shall make my dad revise driving with me somewhere in the carpark.
okie.today i shall stay home becos i spent a hell load of money ytd.maybe ill stay home on sat and sun as well.to slack.alright.went to city hall ytd with black and shirley.walked ard.got gifts for some whom we owed presents.and i got my black jeans! and we got donuts as well.half a dozen of them.only brenda ate her 2.shir and i ate 1 each.remaining i brought home.diao.okie.back to cwp and met up with sec sch clique,not clique.grp of peeps to celebrate shu han's birthday.happy birthday.i had fun 'smoking'.like i smoke. and we took pictures.like duh.and then i headed back to popular to get tuition stuffs.
arghhhh.i want my test date la.im not gonna learn driving twice a wk if she's not giving me my test date....rwahhhh..im bored.
Sunday, October 07, 2007,10:38 AM
good day. alright.not a very good day though.WHY AM I STILL FEELING SO WEAK?! ive been trying to eat normally alr.sighs sighs.maybe i really slimmed down like at least 3 kg liao.i just weighed myself ytd.good though.return to my original weight.diao.original weight.previous weight la. enough of the weight issue.im still soft like jelly.maybe i sld eat some jellies so i wun feel like jelly. laming end. ive not been blogging.been drained out totally.so let's recap starting from? hmmmm...wed? or thurs.nvm.start from yesterday........all my troubles seemed so faraway..now it seems it's come here to stay...oooooh i believe in yesterday~~~~~
SATURDAY. woke up rather early.like 9.19am. wanted to watch doremon.but mummy made me vacuum the floor.so this moment i was vacuum-ing and a moment ago i was peeling my burnt skin and dumping them on the ground.well.who cares since im gonna vacuum the floor anyway. so i happily vacuum-ed the dead skin up.woohoo.i had much fun.diao.alright.then i was forced to quickly bathed (and i took at least 1/2 hour instead) before we headed to civic centre.paid for the bills. and there's this fellow at sbw town council complaining abt some cocked up facilities.reminded me of that time when we booked the pit but there was no light! damn. i forgot to complain.arghhhhhhhh... oh.then we went to the library. and off to ntuc with lotsa stuffs.burns lotsa calories outta me whilst carrying the god damn heavy basket. we sld have gotten ourselves a trolley instead.sigh.
went home after packing lunch.slack slack slack all the way till evening and headed out to bugis again.picked up aunt and dinner~!!!!!oh ya. we dropped by at aunt's place and that's when i realised i weighed much lesser~!!!!!!!!!!
FRIDAY. went for driving lessons.which was.hmmm.how to say.i kinda forget how to drive alr.must be all the medications.anyway i managed to drive rather smoothly from rest alr.no more jerking alr!! excluding the part when i drove off from the slope.first few times was terrible.phew.no car accident. =D and i drove from YCK u know~!! woohoo.
alright.did i mentioned i cut my hair alr.this time i din trim it.i cut it.itz so short with a toot toot fringe which i liked alot.mummy says it's nice but dad says i look dumb.come on la daddy.get a life!
i helped my aunt returned a book to national lib.i was cock eye and i couldnt find the big big book drop.im not behind time.jsut that i din go there before.why sld i go there for no reason.anyway i asked the librarian and i located it.and returned the book.
met up with a few peeps at night.to.....ikea.where we messed around with the soft toys like nobody's business.poor prata.she got bullied by almost everyone.but who cares man.we had fun! that's the impt thing! FUN~! dun u ppl agreee???? oh ya,she said i looked like lee zhong wei from xing guang da dao.
THURSDAY. i passed my FINAL THEORY TEST!!!! wohooo..alright.thanks to shirley.who came over and accompany me over.aiya.i lazy to blog liao.....
later tuition again.sianz.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007,12:55 PM
dizzy spells but im still in front of the com.ive been lying down most of the time from ytd morning till now.or sld i say from the night before ytd.im down with some sickening bodyaches fever gastric blah blah blah.u name it.i got it.boring. and becos of this i got nagged and nagged at by mum. saying she dun wan me to go tanning ever again! that wun happen though.i will still go tanning! but ill bring more water and hydrate myself thoroughly i swear.
suddenly i got a craving for donuts.becos i was blog hopping and came across donuts. -.-'' ive got some cravings for jelly as well.becos i was complaining that i felt soft like jelly and suddenly i felt like eating jellies.any kind soul get me any of this? but i cant eat it still.cos gastric still wanna pester me with itz incomfort.
right.i forgot wat i wanna sae alr.
hmmmm..final theory tmr.and i postponed today's drivin lesson till fri.becos im really feeling unwell.dun wnana risk and buang later.so wish me luck ppl.if i passed my final theory.i can book practical date alr~! wooohoo.cant wait cant wait..
and yeah.tutition's changed to tmr as well.hopefully i can recover on time..woohoooo..god blesss~!
right.bth alr.ciaoz oh i forgot.i want my timetable~!!!
Monday, October 01, 2007,11:03 PM
i dunno what to say.
i dunno what to do.
things that are supposed to show that i care came out like insults that pierce hearts after hearts and bodies after bodies.
words as sharp as a thousand needles hit you as i spoke them i know
but what can i do?
i tried to speak nicely and inside me i exploded.
becos i got too pissed and the anger overflowed.
those hurtful words came out like water splashing out of the water hose.
i dun wanna care.
can i?
my heart says one thing and my mind says another.
another explosion is building up in me.
the headache.
the heartache.
but still.
hard it may seemed.
i still wanna say sorry for saying such mean stuffs.
trying my best to control.
by telling myself i've got no need to care.
10:02 PM
back from malaysia back from e trial done tutoring and back from shower.
today i had my e trial, a preparation test for my final theory test coming up on thurs.i passed.but just passed.so i had to study harder before thurs.and i suffered a full 2 hours of intensive torture from my gastric.rawh.checkup's coming up in 18 days.endure~!
oh.then played pool with pei fen and jamie.caden stood there like a.. like a......... hmmm..scarecrow? the straw thing u put in farm? forget how to spell that alr. right.anyway we played and i lost terribly and badly~! sigh.anyway i managed to get another anklet for myself.like finally.walked ard.rotted.and shooted pei fen.mauhauhauhauhauahauahua.
right.im tired alr.mummy's nagging me to bed.hello itz not even 11pm!! nvm.im tired as well..
