this's none other then yc.as you know,e owner of this blog is busy at work and has no time to blog,so i'm here to create some mess to prevent this blog from vanishing.alright,shall stop all my nonsense.=) as she mentioned before,did she? she's back at levi's.not the heeren,but centrepoint.though it's part time,she's still so busy.gotta work full shift today from e initial morning shift cos she was too tired ytd due to overnight mahjong e day before?so made the respective changes.erm.i guessed so.=x

oh ya.she went to e hosp last wed or thurs.cant rmb the actual day.she gt a small smalll part of her gastric sliced to find out what's wrong with her gastric bahs.and her hand's blue black now cos e nurse din manage to poke e needle or what into e vein.so she gt poked several times till her hands got a patch of 'oo cei'.so kelian huh.gotta sayang her.=x you know what?she's at e children department.haha.and every facilities is well catered to children.a 17 yr old gal sleeping on a kid-sized bed.she complained bout e bed.as u know,she will kick when she sleeps,so it isn't hard to imagine what happened to e bed right?hahahaha=p one more th,when she woke up,e only person she saw was her mummy.and when she turned and looked,there're always a couple of ppl gathered ard each bed.she complained again.so ppl,if she ever got to get admitted again or whatsoever,shall gather round her till she cant breathe kay?so she will feel the warmth.xingfu de gan jue~lol=p
alright,i better stop before she comes after me.=x

anw ppl,please ask her to take care of her gastric.dun ever let her drink cold stuff though it's quite impossible.=x but cold stuff brings her no good right.and take her meals punctually nots her gastric gonna call again.shall not nagged further.tata!

it's been like a century since i last blogged.if this blog doesn't exist in the internet world,im sure i would see maggots climbing in and out of it,infesting my blog.alrite alrite,enough of nosense,honesty i was kinda lazy to blog last few days.or perhaps last few weeks?

anyway,first thing first.im back to levi's.joined back as a part-timer.yepp,quitted the job as a telemarketer after a day.no doubt i cant sit still for half a hour,ive gotta sit still then for 4 hours!! repeating the same things to each and everyone i call. since the first day of work,ive developed a phobia for telemarketing jobs. =s

oh ya,today will be the third of work in levi's.this time im stationed at centrept.still not sure if ill be going back to heeren or not.if can then good lo.if not also nvm ar.see,at centrept we can leave at 930 wheras at heeren we can only leave at 1000+. but i prefer the toilet at heeren,cleaner i guess.

yepp,next,went tanning with jasmine and brenda last sat,stayed there for only a hour or so,cos it seems like it's gonna rain,so it's best to leave earlier.anyway gonna plan another trip there on sunday,hopefully can go.then i wanan tan tan!!

rite,gtg prepare soon.


will i be right to stay?
or will it then be right to return to the past?
or should i just move on with life?

alrite! after much effort,i've finally got myself a job. telemarketer. and it's also related to insurance,though i wun be selling insurance yet,but i've gotta make calls and arrange for appts for my heads.they are the advisors. so this job is pretty much close to wat i wanted to do originally.

yepp yepp,that's all for the good news. caught a movie todae,spirit of the victim. be it that i am slower or wat. i dun really get what the show is showing.at most scenes they woke up dreams and then up from the dream again. i call it dream of a dream. whatever it is,the whole show is juz confusing.

after movie joined da bear and sista for a short while at the pasar malam and then home sweet home.anyway i went tanning ytd.so shiok! and im still so so so so red now.not very red actually..

no one wants me?

hiyaz! it's been a long long time since i last blog.i'm simply too lazy to do so.nth much took place around here so nth much to write.and so i did not blog.but to prevent further decomposition,i have decided to just write a short entry today.

today,woke up with a cold again. #$%#$^$%^$%^. forgotten what i've actually done but i went for interview at about 2 plus.it's a sales admin assistant job.alrite,i was rejected. $%#^$%^$%^. they are looking for perm workers. guess i should juz stay home till my leg recovers fully and perhaps i would try my luck back at levi's. by right today we were supposed to go to nyp,for their so called open house,only to realise that we had received the wrong information.the actual open house is on 25 to 27 of jan. zzz.

anyway,by left i went for interview and then went over to bugis. reached my aunt's shop,facial-ed,slpt and we left for orchard to walk around.after that it was home sweet home for me.

plan for tmr,gonna go back pjc for badz training.frankly speaking,i still cant play.but im so sick and tired of not exercising,so i shall excused myself for badz tmr.and i feel so tempted to eat sth.sth i dunno wat itz called,a dessert.


thousands or millions of thoughts running through my mind.
trust turn to hate.
friends turned to enemies.
fuck is the least vulgar word i would use to describe the situation now.
yes,fuck shall it be.
sick and tired of so many things.fuck again.
im so free so i think about lots of fuck things.
now i realise,some ppl are juz not worth a fucking bit of you.
and i do realise,im not worth a fucking bit of you and your time.
yeah,and fuck shall i live in my own world.
away from the fuckingly harsh real world.
fuck whatever i am thinking now.
im just somehow fuckingly pissed off.
cos my mind is so fuckingly contradicting.

so fuck off away from me.i mean you.not you.


signing off.
f.u.c.k